Hello hello! It's been a while! I planned on sitting down and writing this entry last month, but life has been extremely hectic lately! Work has been insanely busy. Most days, I end up feeling very drained. I've been very inactive this summer in terms of being online. I spent the past two-ish months mostly offline, touching copious amounts of grass. Unfortunately, I've learned that I'm allergic to grass. Please send help. My allergies are so bad right now!
All of the smoke from the wildfires hasn't helped either. Some major thunderstorms recently rolled into the area. As a fire safety measure, the electricity was shut off, so I had to go several hours in 100+°F (38+°C) weather without power. Not fun! It was pretty nice after the thunderstorms cleared up though. I could actually see the blue sky for once! Unfortunately, the day after, the sky was back to being a uniform gray from all of the smoke. As I type this, the sky is an orange-tinged gray. It's actually supposed to be sunny right now, but you can't tell. It's so murky out that the street lights are on. The one good thing about all of the smoke is that the sunsets have been spectacular. The oranges and reds are so vivid. It's kind of ironic that the most polluted sunsets are also the most beautiful ones.
Near the start of June was Summer Games Fest and the reveal of Dragon Age: The Veilguard. I actually wrote a journal entry about it, but after rereading it, I feel like it's too whiny. That entry turned into a complete bitchfest because I was so irate lmao. I might rewrite it or something. But anyway, I'm not excited for DAV. Everything about this game looks like a mess. And Game Informer shutting down is just the cherry on top of the shit sundae. Apparently, they had exclusive coverage rights to DAV. After they shut down, all of their articles and interviews were nuked. Woof. As a Dragon Age fan, I'd love for it to be good. However, given its troubled development and lackluster previews, I'm betting on it being a flop. I think at best it will be mid. They released a new trailer that looks a lot better than the others, but I can't bring myself to feel excited. While watching it, I couldn't help but wonder if they just cherry picked scenes to make DAV seem more like a dark fantasy and not the quirky clusterfuck they showcased before. This new trailer definitely feels like a response to the reaction from the other ones. I just can't get over how cringe the earlier trailers were.
Later on in June was my birthday! It was pretty chill, as usual. I don't really like doing anything extravagant to celebrate. I've been meaning to try this ramen place, so I went there for lunch with my mom. I got their spicy tonkotsu ramen and brown sugar boba tea. Yum! A few days later, I got dinner with my dad at this Thai restaurant I like. I had the pad kra pao with fried tofu, and it was delicious! I prefer getting it with fried tofu over any other protein because the tofu acts like a flavor sponge and soaks up the sauce. During the weekend, I hung out with friends. All in all, a very nice birthday!
Around this time in June, I developed a crippling addiction to Pokerogue. I have since recovered from said addiction, but for a solid week and a half, I was addicted to this game. It's a fanmade, entirely free-to-play Pokemon roguelike that you play in your browser. It's actually really well done and also pretty hard. It took me quite a few tries before I beat classic mode for the first time. If you like Pokemon, I highly recommend checking it out!
The DLC for Elden Ring, Shadow of the Erdtree, also came out in June! It was my most anticipated release of the year. I had fun playing through it, but overall, I have mixed feelings. My spoilery thoughts can be found at the very end of this journal entry. I'm curious to see what Fromsoft does next. Mechanically speaking, Elden Ring is basically Dark Souls 4, and I feel like they've reached the limits of this combat system. It seemed like every boss had a 2nd phase, long uninterruptible attack chains, and an attack at the start of their 2nd phase that was either a massive AOE or something super fast to close the gap between them and the player. I wonder if they'll pivot to something with tighter combat like Bloodborne or Sekiro.
In July, I traveled a bit. I went camping before it got super hot. Later, I went on a trip across the country to see family. Luckily, we went before the huge CrowdStrike outage that affected air travel. It was nice to catch up with my extended family. I don't get to see them often since we live on opposite sides of the country. My cousin had a baby last year, and it was my first time meeting him! He has such chubby cheeks! Apparently, the official term for your cousin's kid is your 'first cousin once removed'. What a mouthful. I'll just refer to him as my nephew, I guess.
We stayed at a house with a canal in the back that led out to the ocean. One evening, I stood on the dock and saw little jellyfish floating by. We mainly spent our time chilling and catching up, although we did take a boat out to the ocean a few times. It was a nice trip, and I had a fun time talking to family I haven't seen in a while!
Aaaand that's my summer update! I'm hoping to be more active now that summer is winding down. Aside from traveling, I feel like I spent a good part of the summer 'rotting', so to speak. It's a pattern I'm starting to notice. It happened last year and the year before. June/July is a VERY unproductive time for me, both hobby- and work-wise. I don't feel like doing much aside from laying around with the AC blasting. I didn't even really work on my hobbies. For instance, I could have spent the summer doing something like reading or updating my Neocities, but I've basically been illiterate this summer, and I'm only now dusting off my site. I'll definitely need to keep this in mind going forward. I should either try to work around it or figure out how to work through it. It definitely didn't help that I was stressed out by politics. It's an election year in America, which means that everything is extra shitty. This summer has also been very... eventful in terms of politics, what with Trump getting shot, Biden dropping out, and Kamala Harris becoming the Democratic presidential nominee. At first, I was very nervous about her nomination. I was worried that this would be 2016 all over again. But it feels different this time. There's an energy in the air, and it feels like her nomination has reinvigorated people. Dare I say... I feel hopeful?
Anyway, I hope everyone has had a nice summer! (Or winter!) I'm a bit shocked that we're already over halfway through August. December is less than four months away. Yeesh! I always feel a little melancholic around this time of the year. Summer is my favorite season, and I hate to say goodbye to it. For the rest of this month, I want to focus on appreciating the little moments and taking time to savor the last bit of summer.
The strength of Miquella upon his deific return, wielded as an incantation.It's pretty vague, but if you squint, you can see that it's implied that Miquella plans on charming everyone. From previous lore of the Haligtree and his Unalloyed Gold, he also presumably envisions a world where everyone would be accepted and where the Outer Gods would have no influence. But everything I've said is just conjecture. We never hear from Miquella himself what he wanted for the world.
Annihilates foes with a pillar of light.
Miquella sought to accept all that was and would be, but found one that refused to be embraced.
No wonder, as one god, and one king consort, is all the world needs.
Hello hello, it's been a while! Also new journal format, yay! It's part of my website revamp that is taking way too long because I am incredibly lazy. XD While updating, I decided to get rid of my old journal entries. I still have them saved on my computer, but I deleted them off of my site. No particular reason why. I guess I just didn't feel like reformatting them. Plus, having a fresh start is always nice. Hopefully, I'll update this version of my journal more often than the last!
Anyway, I just got back from a trip to South Korea! I stayed for a little over a week with my mother. It was actually her first time going back since she immigrated to the US. And it was my first time leaving the Americas. I've traveled outside of the US before (Mexico, Belize, Canada), but I've never flown across the ocean until now. The flight was excruciatingly long, but I'm pleased to announce that the Boeing airplane I was on had zero issues! No parts randomly falling off or anything. Hurray for not dying!
We mostly stayed in Seoul and spent our time wandering around and eating lol. Despite the sheer amount of food I was consuming, I don't think I gained any weight due to all of the walking. I might have actually lost a pound or two. The weather there was mostly nice. It was drizzly in the mornings and became pretty hot by the afternoon. I'm used to desert heat, so I wilted pretty quickly from all of the humidity lol. Our stay in Seoul was pretty unstructured. We didn't really have an itinerary or anything. We would usually just pick an area and wander around. When we got hungry, we would stop and eat and then continue onwards. I think the next time I visit, I'll probably do something more structured. There are certain places I'd like to hit up. Also, I want to explore more outside of Seoul. Visiting Jeju is definitely on my bucket list!
One day, we randomly went to a village called Samha-ri (삼하리에) in Jangheung-myeon, Yangju-si, Gyeonggi. Apparently, an old drama, "Country Diaries" (전원일기), was filmed here. I haven't watched it, but it was cool to explore a village. My mother grew up in the rural countryside outside of Seoul, so visiting a village like Samha-ri was somewhat nostalgic for her. Of course, things have greatly modernized since she was a child, but still, it was interesting to see the remnants of the past.
Here's a photo dump! I took over 200 pictures and had a hard time choosing what I wanted to post here. Click on the image for the full size!
Photo Dump
Do you love journaling? Do you hate every single software that you've used to journal? Does the thought of having to use Notion, Evernote, Obsidian, etc. make you feel like this guy? If so, then boy howdy do I have the journaling application for you! Introducing The Journal! The Journal is a diary app that packs quite the punch! Not only can you keep a daily journal, but you can also take notes, compile research, store media (audio/video), and more! The Journal features a robust linking feature, allowing you to create links not only to other entries in your journal, but to web pages as well as files stored on your computer! You can also import html pages to The Journal and export entries to various blogging sites like WordPress! Best of all, The Journal works completely offline and is secure! Not only can you set a password for your journal, but you can also set individual passwords for sections in your journal! Wowza! No prying eyes will be able to see your deepest inner thoughts with... The Journal!
Ahem. Anyway, I recently downloaded The Journal 8. I've only used it for a few days, but I already really like it and am quite impressed by its utility. If you're looking for journaling software, consider giving it a try. It has a very generous 45-day trial. It's a little pricey at $64.99, but the site offers a lot of random discounts, so you could get the price knocked down to $45. Personally, I think it's worth the cost, especially considering it's been developed by just one guy. Do note that this app is Windows-only, and I'm not sure about its syncing capabilities because I haven't looked into it.
I've included a sample entry from my journal. Near the top, you can see various tab sections for my user profile. The program defaults to having a tree-type setup, but I think the tabs look nicer. The Daily Journal section is self-explanatory. You can edit this in your settings, but basically every day it creates a new entry. However, the entry isn't saved until you actually write in it, so it's no big deal to skip days. On the calendar, you can place little 'charms', such as the star, and you can make your own custom charms. The Journal offers pretty robust customization options, but my only complaint is that text-wrapping for images is pretty limited. So, if you like to embed images into paragraphs as you write, like I do, you're basically limited to having images on either the far left or the far right. This only qualifies for large images. As you can see, I included little pixel gifs after some sentences, and the formatting was fine for them.
The 'gaslight gatekeep girlboss' is my semi-ironically named section for stuff relating to my daily life/self-improvement. The 'Vent' section is self-explanatory. I've given myself permission to be as unhinged as I like. It helps that this is all offline and password-protected. And then there's the 'misc.' section that I haven't really touched other than to shove the default example entries into there. I mentioned before that The Journal is password-protected. So, when you first launch the program, you create a user profile. You can password protect your profile so that you have to login every time you open the program or when you minimize and then maximize The Journal window. Additionally, you can password-protect tab sections (ggg or vent) as well as individual entries (17 - Hello World!). So, if you're particularly paranoid, you have the option of having multiple layers of password protection or just locking specific sections/entries. Pretty neat!
That's enough The Journal 8 propaganda for now! Time to wrap up this journal entry. I hope everyone's been well. Spring has definitely sprung where I live. All of the trees have flowered and are now growing leaves. I hope your spring (or fall) has been lovely so far. Apparently, I missed some Neocities drama while I was traveling. I saw mentions of it on my activity feed but it seems like it's been resolved now? Lol. Lmao, even. I don't understand why some users import social media nonsense to Neocities but you do you, I guess. Okay, enough vague-posting for now. Look at me; I just said I don't get social media nonsense, and here I am, vague-posting about users I've never interacted with (and never will). Smh my head! Talk about hypocritical. Sheesh!
June has arrived, and with it, a serious lack of sleep. The sun is so bright that I keep waking up too early, despite having both blinds and curtains. I love the long summer days, but aaaaahhhh let me sleep!
I finally saw Dune: Part Two with my book club a while ago. We initially read Dune before the first movie came out and then watched it together. After some scheduling mishaps, we were finally able to watch its sequel. I wasn't the biggest fan of Dune the book, but overall, I've been enjoying the movies. They won't ever be favorites, but I do enjoy the spectacle of a well-made sci-fi blockbuster. I think Dune: Part Two is a better movie overall. The first movie's pacing was a little off due to all of the worldbuilding. Now that the world has been laid out, we get more into the meat of the story. I don't really like Timothée Chalamet as an actor, but I do feel like he was better in this movie. He actually made more than one facial expression this time! Rebecca Ferguson was great at making Lady Jessica seem super creepy, and I was pleasantly surprised by how much I liked Florence Pugh as Princess Irulan. I think my primary complaint is the choices Villeneuve made in regards to Feyd-Rautha's character. In the movie, he's basically a crazy psychopath and that's it. Very one note. However, in the book, his character has more depth, and he is a foil to Paul Atreides. If I'm remembering correctly, book!Paul even has the realization that if his life had gone differently, he could have easily become like Feyd-Rautha. I wish Villeneuve had taken the time to explore this aspect of the story. I feel like it would have helped to flesh out the Harkonnens some more, and it ties into Paul's transformation as a character.
Like in the first movie, I really loved the costume design in Dune: Part Two. They did a great job making costumes that not only look like they fit the world but also look worn/lived-in. In a lot of sci-fi/fantasy productions nowadays, I feel like the costumes look more like cheap cosplay. (I'm looking at you, Netflix ATLA.) I think my favorite scene was the whole sequence on the Harkonnen planet. The black-and-white effect was sooo visually striking!
I've only read a plot summary for Dune Messiah, but I am curious to see what Villeneuve will do with the third movie. He made some changes from the book with Chani's character, and I'm curious to see how it'll play out. Movie!Chani is a lot more... hostile towards Paul than book!Chani, and if I didn't know what happened next, I would have thought she was going to rebel against him. But then that wouldn't work for the plot of Dune Messiah. Unless Villeneuve is going to change some things? Not sure, but I'm excited to find out whenever the third movie eventually comes out!
After searching for over a year for a Notion replacement, I'm ready to throw in the towel and call it quits. Initially, I was searching for a replacement due to privacy concerns as well as the fact that Notion is STILL online-only. Additionally, the performance of Notion, especially the mobile app, leaves something to be desired. But after trying out some things, I've come to the conclusion that all roads lead back to Notion. For what I want out of a productivity app, nothing is still able to fully replace it. I think the closest I've found is Anytype, but I really didn't like using it. Maybe I'm too used to Notion, but Anytype feels so weird and unintuitive in comparison. I also don't like its UI. To be fair, I feel like I haven't given Anytype its fair chance. Because I initially found it to be really clunky during the closed alpha, I haven't really used it since. Maybe it's better now?
Anyway, after accepting that I couldn't escape Notion's clutches, I went back to it and revamped my dashboard. Pretty pleased with how it turned out! It's simple but still cute! The weather and yearly progress widgets are from indify and the clock widget is from WidgetBox. I can't find where I got the ACNH music widget from, but if you paste and embed this into a Notion page, it'll pop up (https://vijiatjack.github.io/nookoffice/?embed=true). Since I'm using Notion in conjunction with Obsidian (for notes, information capture, work, and project planning) and The Journal 8 (for journaling and confidential life stuff), I was able to narrow down what I specifically want to use Notion for. It's mainly for personal and fun stuff, things that are too image-heavy for Obsidian or The Journal, things that I want easily synced to my phone, and things that aren't super private. Everything else goes in the aforementioned apps or offline in something like my Hobonichi. I'm hoping this system works out better for me!
Recently, a mourning dove has built a nest in the clematis vines by my porch. There are a few doves that like to hang out in my backyard, but this is the first time any of them have nested. They're so cute! And dumb! (see r/stupiddovenests) I love them! I took this picture last week. The dove's egg has since hatched, so now the dove leaves regularly to feed the baby. Since she's right by the porch, I have to pass by her whenever I go out back. She seems to (mostly) trust me at this point, but it is pretty funny seeing her shuffle around in her nest to watch me whenever I'm outside. Yesterday, a loud construction truck passed by, and I think it startled her because her head shot straight up. So cute! Mourning doves are some of my favorite birds. I love their coos and listening to them on a lazy summer evening is sooo cozy!
My friend recently adopted a new dog. Everyone, please look at him! He's a 10-month-old golden retriever/Newfoundland mix. He's adorable and such a clumsy goofball! He's also surprisingly chill and quiet for a puppy. When I first met him, he leaned against me to be pet and would protest with a paw whenever I stopped. Ahhhhh so cute!!! I'm really curious to see how big he'll get. He's already over 80 lbs (~36 kg) despite being a puppy.